Just a Little Note...Between God and Me

I just want to die
Don’t ask me why
It’s between the BIG Guy
And me

I’m not suicidal
It’s just this denial
That permeates all around me


He says it’s not time
But I feel it’s a crime
To be stuck in such
INSANITY

This world has gone crazy
And, no I’m not lazy
But the work for me
I cannot see


He says when my “fun”
On this earth here is done
He’ll gladly send Angels
For me

And he says not to worry
Or be in a hurry
The rules are His don’t you see


So I patiently wait
Though the burden is great
That I carry around hurting me

Still, I just want to die
But don’t ask me why
It rests somewhere
Between God and me